Its been over a month since I have posted anything on xanga... I had once promised to always stay with xanga.... but then it got to the point where no one readanything from here... and the heart longs to be known, right? But... for those who still honor the xanga code, I need to comply! lol Less than 4 months til the wedding! More like 3 months and 2 weeks.. its crazy! Have alot of the planning done... most have the little things and have to make the programs and send out the invitations. Tim and I have started searching for a place to live... we are thinking that to have any place decent, we'll need a roommate... if you're interested, let us know! We are really fair about spliting the rent! lol I found out that since I applied for financial aid in march and checked the single box (I got nothing from the govt... i think they probably laughed when I sent it in) that I cannot claim my marriage until next march... meaning I can't go to school anymore because Tim and I cannot afford it. PLUS I do NOT want to start my marriage out by borrowing money from my parents... even if it is for school. My schooling isn't REALLY going to help me get a job... its basically just going to help meget tips for what I want to do... so.. very frustrating. I miss having real friends that really cared.. (I have a handful that live far away) So... at the beginning of this month I sang for Toby Mac... and his road manager. They really liked me! Its exciting! We'll see what God does with it... but it was an honor to play for Toby... its been my dream for so long... Thats really it. Keep praying... still pretty sick. Afriad to go to the Doctor because I want to be on Tims insurance. If I have a sickness then they wont take me on... so... yeah. Keep prayin..dont want to like.. pass out on the weddingday or anything! lol I'm done. Leave comments! | 
